Friday, June 30, 2006
its earli in the morning, this is the first time in moi whole life which i auto wake up so earli guess i realli cant gt to slp well ah... life is realli gona be different, two impt tinks in moi life jux walk rite out of moi life n moi heart is realli so empty now. Me n him jux sort of ended yest, nw wif him askin for a few daes brk, haix, bt watever will happen nxt few daes i will not one to expect ah... its bth of our fault it ended this way ah, haix, i seem that i dun bother bout him when we qurral this time but moi heart realli jux sink when he sae he wanna brk and tears jux kp flowin n i cannt seem to stop it. i ask him to leave cox i do nt wan thim to c me cry, to be so weak infront of him but seeing his bckview made moi heart go dwn n dwn into a black black hole... i realli gt e urge to chase aft him hug him cry n ask him not to leave me... bt guess is until this stage will this help??? haix.... moi bow hav to return to lim todae also ah... i will miss it... all the hardship we went thru... now moi life is realli out of direction ah, if i realli cant gt a new bow, him leaving, life will sux in the few mths i hav to pull moiself up... haix...
Posted by rence rence at 6:26 AM