Monday, June 30, 2008

To all moi 'Gi Na':


Thx so much for being worried for me

esp. after reading zee entry

i almost teared


This is no tear of sadness

but tear of being touched


I Love you girls alot too!!

And i Miss you all so so much!!

i am starting to miss the times of school

able to see you all everyday


Majong!!! majong!! hee


Posted by rence rence at 12:12 AM

Friday, June 27, 2008

This year seems not a really good year for me

Not even half a year gone

AND

I already cried myself to sleep for duno how many times



Yesterday is another of such day...

I choose to keep it to myself

I dun wan to feel disappointment

feeling saddness is more than enough for me



Drifted ... ...



P.s: I dun emo so jia lat jux cox i CANT buy a shoes okie!




Posted by rence rence at 1:10 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

What will you start to do when your body is in a mess??

For me, my mind will turn into a mess too

so i am EMOing



was thinking of what to wear for sat celebration since gerri asked me to wear 'mei mei'

but i suddenly realise that i hav no nice shoes to match with my clothes

the urge of sadness start to creep up



If i could i will want to wear all the heels and slippers

i really love them alot and i dun mind the pain i have to go thru

But i cannot... ...


I do not have a choice like the rest have



Sometimes life is just so unfair...


why cant i have a perfect body??

I just wan to be able to wear pretty 'girl girl' clothes



Guess now the only way is boots

but... ...

SIN does sell really nice boots...



Found really pretty boots online which is selling overseas


I really hope i will be able to get hold of some of those nice nice boots


But i think it will be freaking difficult ah, haix :<





I love the red one really alot!!

it is from aldo canada...

the other two is from nova...

Posted by rence rence at 11:05 PM

OK...

the 'not feeling well' feeling is getting from bad to worst

esp. it is the time of the month again

moi whole body feel like it is burnin

i am not feeling well



Let me be well before sat

since it is moi sweetie gerri birthday

really hope she will have a great time tmlo and sat, hee

LUV ya

Posted by rence rence at 10:23 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why has my top diplay picture disappear???

it is so freakin empty now!!!!!!!!

i wan the pic NOW!!!

sianx... guess hav to put another pic?


Posted by rence rence at 1:04 PM

okie... still freakin tired...

guess slpin too much make me freakin tired too??



i am starting to dun feel like going to work soon

next wk and janice will be coming already...

What will exactly happen? nobody will know

Will i still stae working there? nobody will know

Will there be lots of quarral there? nobody will know

That life isnt it? you will not know what exactly will happen tmlo

That is the fun part and most tiring part of life isnt it??



I cried yesterday...

dun ask me why...

it all over alreadi...



P.s: ZEE i wan majong too!!! lets dun work together and wait for money to drop from the sky!!!



Posted by rence rence at 12:56 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

i am tired ah...

dunno why, i jux feel like layin around doing nothing...

its time to rest moi body i think

lucky next week very free le, hee



P.s: sorri dear nv pei u ah

Posted by rence rence at 5:53 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

南拳妈妈 - 不该结束

窗外的雨停了 天空还是灰的

因为爱情也停止了

回忆在播放着 在笑容里停格

画面会永远留着

给多的是付出 少给的不算输

感情不需要胜负

我给了你全部 你还是想结束

我说你永远幸福

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束

付出多才会了解什么是幸福

快乐的开始 祝福的结束

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束

走到了末路还是会留下祝福

我会牢牢记住

你给的 全部 的全部

窗外的雨停了 天空还是灰的

因为爱情也停止了 回忆在播放着

在笑容里停格 画面会永远留着

给多的是付出 少给的不算输

感情不需要胜负 我给了你全部

你还是想结束 我祝你永远幸福

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束

付出多才会了解什么是幸福

快乐的开始 祝福的结束

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束

走到了末路还是会留下祝福 我会

牢牢记住 你给的 全部

喔~

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束

付出多才会了解什么是幸福

快乐的开始 祝福的结束

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束

走到了末路还是会留下祝福

我会 牢牢记住

你给的 全部 的全部

Over...



I love this song sia...

download it very long ago

but until recently listen to it and find it real nice

meaningful lyrics too!! Love :P

Posted by rence rence at 10:10 PM

Yeah!!! after so long its MJ time...

waiting for the rest to reach at my house for mj...

i am so excited, lol...

guess i am a 'du gui' like moi mummy say, haha




But i am still sad ah..

cox a new outlet manager is coming to hbf pastamania

and the worst thing is...

everyone including danny is like tellin me she is not really nice

OMFG!!!

will the same thing that happen in suntec, happen now??

AH!!!! i dun wan!!!



andrew have been saying so many bad stuff about her...

it make me real sianx lor, haix

and the worst thing is that i will not be able to quit just like in suntec

cox if i quit in hbf, moi bao bei leiqing and weiwei how??



haix, i such enjoy the two weeks first bahx...

lets hope i will not dread going to work like what zee is going thru now...

Posted by rence rence at 12:29 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

An entry specially to Gerri...



Tmlo is 15th june and is the birthday of Jerry

i know you miss him and you wish you can wish him a simple 'happy birthday'

but

you told me you cannot do so

as you think he do not wish to talk to you...

When you told me all this, i was sort of speechless...

I do not know what to tell you in order for you to feel better

and this make me feel so useless not able to cheer you up...

I really hope as time pass, things will turn a better note for you


You will be able to come thru all this thing!! Jia You!!!


Posted by rence rence at 4:22 PM

Presenting a new member of my friends...

YOSHI the big nose!!



Ultra cute rite!!

I am like so in LOVE wif it now ah...

saw the ultra huge version in CINE, but dear saw this smaller version

and he found it ultra cute also

so he brought it for me to fill up moi bed...

Even Gerri is so in love wif it that she keep hugging to it when they came to WII at my house


P.s: Thx dear for everything you brought for me BUT it is time for you to save up le wor!!!



Posted by rence rence at 3:55 PM

Friday, June 13, 2008

I did not know today was FRIDAY the 13th until zee told me on msn

and she was so 'suay' today ah...

- Did not submit timesheet for this 2 month and now is offically broke

- Bus break down while on her way to work today



haha, hope i will not be as 'suay' as her at work today...

i dun wan to accidentally drop something or watever ... ...

so lets hope lady luck will be with me today



anyway, yesterday was the DANNY last day

althought i told him no one will miss him

but

i will miss him ah really...

- miss that no one for me to scold idiot

- miss that no one will be able to sent me home

- miss crapping with him at work

- miss working with him



lack of manager at hbf now le, somemore susu is being transfer to main office

so now there is only left gavin and mary...

they have asked danny to quit later since his shop wun open till Aug

but he die die dun wan lor

and danny wanted them to promote me to PT manager

But

i was thinking with just an increase in pay of 50 cents per hour

i have to first spend a sum of $$ to buy pants and shoes

and i will have to be more reponsible than now...

so duno whether shold accept mahx



The good thing is tat i do not need to wear a cap anymore

and i get to wear nice nice black uniform...



Such see how it goes bahx... hee...

Posted by rence rence at 12:33 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

dear went to make contacts yesterday wor...

think he was influence by me ah, haha

seeing that i become more 'mei mei' after wearing moi alluring eyes contacts, hee



can see the before and after? hee

Posted by rence rence at 1:04 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

the world is becomin a mess...

hav you guys read of heard bout the news yesterday?



go read it up: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080609/tts-japan-crime-7d7070a.html



It lead me wondering what is the exact cause of him wanting to comit such a crime?

He was a real good worker at company he was workin and he used to be a popular guy in school as stated...

So why did he feel he was 'tired of living'?



Is it because of his 'strong interest in comic book and video game subculture' as stated?

Creation of teachnology have brought alot of advantage to us but at the same time it brought us alot of disadvantage too...

It had lead to alot people getting addicted to online game and video game...

They can just stick to the com and will die w/o it, they choose not to work and live off by their parents (like the bum in my house)

I hate such people... at least try to do your part in the family and to this country...



Or is it because this world have become too stressful?

The need to earn more $$ to get a better life...

The need to keep improving to be better than others...



Whatever reason it is... i pity him as he must have went thru alot himself...

BUT

I depise him of ending others life together wif his

"She was dreaming of working in the music industry but couldn't make it. I just can't find the words to say how sorry I am."

People may have their own dreams which they have yet fulfill but he actually crash it

i am sorry for whoever is gone due to this incident...



I am SAD and i hope for a better world... haix...



Posted by rence rence at 3:46 PM

finalli back on the track of blogging...

guess after all the studies for exam, moi brain went into hibernation mode



it started up in a disappointing mode for me, haix

as expected, the trip was cancel ah...

but lets hope the chalet we plannin will go thru

nvm, i shall save the $$ and shop here after i lose weight...



i am back on track of excisin and keepin fit...

wanted to join back gym in vivo

but

i guess i can save up the $$ as i have WII FIT!!

it is realli coolx... u can exercise wif a vitural instructor at the comfort of your own home

i started trainin yesterday for 1 hr and i can feel moi muscle ache...

50kg here i come!!!!! hee...

P.s: thx dear for the wii fit... who ask u fit me until so 'fei' :P


Posted by rence rence at 3:29 PM

i am tired...

i am sadx...



it seems it does not wrk this way...

it is not goin where i wan it to be

i tried le... bt u always seem so sad...

why is it so?

Posted by rence rence at 1:03 AM