Thx so much for being worried for me
esp. after reading zee entry
i almost teared
This is no tear of sadness
but tear of being touched
I Love you girls alot too!!
And i Miss you all so so much!!
i am starting to miss the times of school
able to see you all everyday
Majong!!! majong!! hee
Yesterday is another of such day...
I choose to keep it to myself
I dun wan to feel disappointment
feeling saddness is more than enough for me
Drifted ... ...
P.s: I dun emo so jia lat jux cox i CANT buy a shoes okie!
was thinking of what to wear for sat celebration since gerri asked me to wear 'mei mei'
but i suddenly realise that i hav no nice shoes to match with my clothes
the urge of sadness start to creep up
If i could i will want to wear all the heels and slippers
i really love them alot and i dun mind the pain i have to go thru
But i cannot... ...
I do not have a choice like the rest have
Sometimes life is just so unfair...
why cant i have a perfect body??
I just wan to be able to wear pretty 'girl girl' clothes
Guess now the only way is boots
but... ...
SIN does sell really nice boots...
Found really pretty boots online which is selling overseas
I really hope i will be able to get hold of some of those nice nice boots
But i think it will be freaking difficult ah, haix :<
Let me be well before sat
since it is moi sweetie gerri birthday
really hope she will have a great time tmlo and sat, hee
LUV ya
i am starting to dun feel like going to work soon
next wk and janice will be coming already...
What will exactly happen? nobody will know
Will i still stae working there? nobody will know
Will there be lots of quarral there? nobody will know
That life isnt it? you will not know what exactly will happen tmlo
That is the fun part and most tiring part of life isnt it??
I cried yesterday...
dun ask me why...
it all over alreadi...
P.s: ZEE i wan majong too!!! lets dun work together and wait for money to drop from the sky!!!
P.s: sorri dear nv pei u ah
I love this song sia...
download it very long ago
but until recently listen to it and find it real nice
meaningful lyrics too!! Love :P
But i am still sad ah..
cox a new outlet manager is coming to hbf pastamania
and the worst thing is...
everyone including danny is like tellin me she is not really nice
OMFG!!!
will the same thing that happen in suntec, happen now??
AH!!!! i dun wan!!!
andrew have been saying so many bad stuff about her...
it make me real sianx lor, haix
and the worst thing is that i will not be able to quit just like in suntec
cox if i quit in hbf, moi bao bei leiqing and weiwei how??
haix, i such enjoy the two weeks first bahx...
lets hope i will not dread going to work like what zee is going thru now...
Tmlo is 15th june and is the birthday of Jerry
i know you miss him and you wish you can wish him a simple 'happy birthday'
but
you told me you cannot do so
as you think he do not wish to talk to you...
When you told me all this, i was sort of speechless...
I do not know what to tell you in order for you to feel better
and this make me feel so useless not able to cheer you up...
I really hope as time pass, things will turn a better note for you
You will be able to come thru all this thing!! Jia You!!!
Ultra cute rite!!
I am like so in LOVE wif it now ah...
saw the ultra huge version in CINE, but dear saw this smaller version
and he found it ultra cute also
so he brought it for me to fill up moi bed...
Even Gerri is so in love wif it that she keep hugging to it when they came to WII at my house
P.s: Thx dear for everything you brought for me BUT it is time for you to save up le wor!!!
haha, hope i will not be as 'suay' as her at work today...
i dun wan to accidentally drop something or watever ... ...
so lets hope lady luck will be with me today
anyway, yesterday was the DANNY last day
althought i told him no one will miss him
but
i will miss him ah really...
- miss that no one for me to scold idiot
- miss that no one will be able to sent me home
- miss crapping with him at work
- miss working with him
lack of manager at hbf now le, somemore susu is being transfer to main office
so now there is only left gavin and mary...
they have asked danny to quit later since his shop wun open till Aug
but he die die dun wan lor
and danny wanted them to promote me to PT manager
But
i was thinking with just an increase in pay of 50 cents per hour
i have to first spend a sum of $$ to buy pants and shoes
and i will have to be more reponsible than now...
so duno whether shold accept mahx
The good thing is tat i do not need to wear a cap anymore
and i get to wear nice nice black uniform...
Such see how it goes bahx... hee...
go read it up: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080609/tts-japan-crime-7d7070a.html
It lead me wondering what is the exact cause of him wanting to comit such a crime?
He was a real good worker at company he was workin and he used to be a popular guy in school as stated...
So why did he feel he was 'tired of living'?
Is it because of his 'strong interest in comic book and video game subculture' as stated?
Creation of teachnology have brought alot of advantage to us but at the same time it brought us alot of disadvantage too...
It had lead to alot people getting addicted to online game and video game...
They can just stick to the com and will die w/o it, they choose not to work and live off by their parents (like the bum in my house)
I hate such people... at least try to do your part in the family and to this country...
Or is it because this world have become too stressful?
The need to earn more $$ to get a better life...
The need to keep improving to be better than others...
Whatever reason it is... i pity him as he must have went thru alot himself...
BUT
I depise him of ending others life together wif his
"She was dreaming of working in the music industry but couldn't make it. I just can't find the words to say how sorry I am."
People may have their own dreams which they have yet fulfill but he actually crash it
i am sorry for whoever is gone due to this incident...
I am SAD and i hope for a better world... haix...
it started up in a disappointing mode for me, haix
as expected, the trip was cancel ah...
but lets hope the chalet we plannin will go thru
nvm, i shall save the $$ and shop here after i lose weight...
i am back on track of excisin and keepin fit...
wanted to join back gym in vivo
but
i guess i can save up the $$ as i have WII FIT!!
it is realli coolx... u can exercise wif a vitural instructor at the comfort of your own home
i started trainin yesterday for 1 hr and i can feel moi muscle ache...
50kg here i come!!!!! hee...
P.s: thx dear for the wii fit... who ask u fit me until so 'fei' :P
it seems it does not wrk this way...
it is not goin where i wan it to be
i tried le... bt u always seem so sad...
why is it so?