Thursday, September 28, 2006

i think i am a really lazy blogger. i hav frenx start blogging later than me but more entries than me. I haven even reach the 50 entry target. If my laptop is not haven trouble going into my house lousy wireless, i will be able to blog more as all my tons of picures are inside. I really lazy to transfer them to my pc and it is so troublesome!! tink when i start sch and my fyp, will blog using the sch wireless ah, hee... aniwai, y i still do not have my timetable!! tink if nxt wk i still do not c them, it is time to email mr tang, later they forgt to do my timetable :< time to go wrk le. Ta ta!!

Posted by rence rence at 10:21 AM

blog blog blog...

haha, todae wake up and sort of miss trainin last sat cox we ate free swensens ice cream (greatly sponson by our dear han wei). We ordered an earthquake, it is so damm giantatic man. Luckily it is shared by 5 of us, if not how it is possible to finish 8 scoop of ice cream, haha! Some of the flavour was pretty not bad for me, grape (wif real grape on top, yum!), lime sorbet (veri diff frm my lemon and lime sorbet, not as sour), choc mix with some duno wat toppin was quite special. I tried their walnut butterstoch, ours confirm much nicer, hee :P. The cafe ice cream also was so so. It was fun ah, all of us sharing one big big bowl of ice cream and i was the first to stop and guan was the last to end (expected, hee). Was too exicted about eating and forget to take picture of the ice cream, only our dear rasmi remember and ranier who use his super duper memory to take picture and store in his head, lol...

hmmm, y did i wake up so early and blog before i goes to work, it is a very strange sight to see from me. Woke up one hour plus earlier and read newspaper and blog, coolx. I think it is bcox i slept quite early yest, before i get to watch 'yu le bai fen bai'. Yesterday, we skip our dance class and went to 'dian xin' at somewhere near paradiz. The 'chang fen' was quite nice, the texture was very smooth and the thickness was just nice for me. But it was not filling at all and worst of all, it make me even hungrier before i start eating. So i end up eating two plate of 'chang fen', tried the 'you tiao chang fen', it was so cripsy inside and so smooth on the outside, yummy!! After tat, we headed to 'mu chuan' to chill there instead of heading to clark quay to chill as there free entertainment there. It was really empty there yesterday, there was only two table of cust (including us). We were so embrassed as we just went there like two daes ago, haha, becoming their reglar reglar cust le. The singers was all pretty not bad, sort of prefer them to the mon people ah. We started playin draw lots to entertain ourselves and 'bullyin' xue lin' (like wat we always do :P) Mei jun then start to say the eugene and me very 'pei', haha and keep asking me to go take his number. Nahx, i dun mind taking number for other people but for myself, tats no no. Although i tink i got 'xin dong' for him, hee, he quite good looking (moi type of guy), sing quite well but his jokes are lame!!! lol! He sang a small part of 'jie tou' as nobody neo hw to play the pinao part. Ahhhhhh!! i was in the toilet when he sang tat and i din get to hear but mei jun and zhang jing say he sing very nice ah, sobx... nxt time got him, sure will ask him sing tat song again ah, hee! anyway, he say 'xie xie guan lin' to me at the toilet and i was at my worst image, biting on to my rubber band while trying to tie my hair. I was shocked and i all i can do is try to smile and nob my head. He look so so cute when he smile at me, haha, my heart jux melt :P. Oh shit, i falling in luv, lol, nahx, it is jux a crash, haha...

Posted by rence rence at 9:51 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

its been so long i nv blog again, haha... pretty lazy to come online ah, cox wkdae busy wif wrk n wkend busy wif trainin... bt will blog often when sch reopen ah, which is soon... i haven get to c moi timetable when all moi fren's one are out le... hope to finish everytink in one sem ah, bt pretty impossible ah and i will miss trainin wif nparchery ah...

aniwai, i had trainin on both the wkends this wk ah... was a smooth goin one ah... i found moi form n is consitant in it ah!! i overhit the 200 mark ah!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!! n it is 235 wor... i hope to maintain it, maybe hit 250 ah, hee... i shall not be too happy wif this n train realli hard ah!! bt at least i contented tat at least moi hard wrk are startin to pay off ah... i heard frm rasmi tat andrea use to also improve out of a sudden ah... i realli wish to be like her ah... i neo pp dun tink tat i will excel, they always hav a mindset tat the top girl archer (rasmi, huizhen n emy), i do no nd pp to approve of me bt i neo i be able to make it... rasmi told me todae sayin tat if they had sent np10 (moi team) to the open too, we would hav won third in team event. It is okie ah, i din shot well for tat comp, it is a fact, i do not blame anione, the nxt one i will one a indvidual award! To bring honour to moiself, to moi parents and to moi frenx tat support me!! thx :> i tink i realli change alot ah, frm the florence who use to complain this n blame this, blame tat to now, i know tat it is up to me for moi bow to perform. Like wat coach jaffa said: A good set of bow which is used by someone wif no skill = nothing. A lousy set of bow which is used by someone with skill = perform. so wif 23 pound do not mean i cannt shoot well for 30m. hehex, aniwai this wk veri happenin ah, rasmi finalli brought kfc for coach jaffa ah... so cute lor :P... aniwai i realli appericate coach george, jaffa n lc, i realli learn alot from flaming arrow ah, wonder hw will i be shootin if i am still wif lim har... hmmmm... THX guys for ur coachin!

Goals for archery:
- Consistent!!!!!! veri impt ah...
- be among the top girl archer (realli c rasmi, huizhen n emy as moi goal!)
- pull moi 28 pound limb at ease ah
- win a medal at the next comp! hee

was readin andrea blog, she was sayin of her preparin goin to oversea so studies and i start to tink of moi future. i realli want to study in NTU wif rasmi, and shoot in archer wif her. But i tink tat i had started moi hardwrk too late, moi gpa shld not be enough ah plus i retend. haix, bt parents haven neo bout it, i feel realli shameful, i always wanted bring honour to them, be someone tat they will be pround off, bt i tink i failed realli bad in doin tat din i? they put all their hope on me bt i break all of it ah... moi daddy even want to buy me a car and a metal bow if i mange to get into NTU but i tink i lost the match. i regret in not seein the point earlier tat they spent all their time and money on me but i cant be able to give them anytink bck in return. i feel realli lousy todae ah. guess i will hav to spent abit more of their money n go oversea n study ah, i really wan to get a degree and earn alot of $$ nxt time to be able to give them a good life ah. But i will miss everytink in Singapore ah, miss moi parents, moi frenx and everi single tink! hav to make do wif wat i hav ah, start studyin hard! wrkin hard (save $$ to lessen their burden if goin oversea)!! train hard (bring a medal hm for them)!! Jia you ah!!

Posted by rence rence at 11:26 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

been so tired this few daes ah... been like wrkin n wrkin lor!! finalli this wk i gt to rest as there is pauline (nzn new staff) wrkin at far east le... weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! hip hip hurray!!!!!!!!!!! been rather fed up this few daes ah!! everybody is like makin me veri irritated lar!!

FIRST: moi far east outlet be closin nxt mth end le ah...... sobx... i feel so sadx ah, i will realli miss e store alot ah!!! no matter wat, it is e place i wrk for 2 yrs ah... been thru all e bad n gd memories ah... n get to neo a grd of frenx ah (mei jun, xue lin n zhang jing) aniwai e tink i am irritated cox of e idiot FE ah, they do not have any feelin to their regular tetnats lor!! all they tink is bout $$$$$$$$$!! watever lor!!

SECOND: fed up wif moi close frenx lar!!! i duno watever are they tinkin lar! come on lor, one is 23, one is 22!! y am me the 19 yrs old, the youngest always the one kanna shouted n get angry for nth lar!!!!! plz lar!!! even if it is moi fault, i alreadi said sorry le!! u dun even wan to tok, wat the fuck do u wan me to do!!! as if u nv forgt to come when u promised!! did i even bloody get angry!!! best frenx are nt suppose to be like tat lor!!!!!!!! watever lar!!!! i hav enough le ah, if u all dun even bloody appericate me as ur gd frenx n treat me as one being mature then i dun wan to be e one doin such tink le ah!!! i tired le okei!!!!!!!!

THIRD: fed up wif hw people look at me okie!!!!! i nt as weak as wat u all tink!!! i may still not excel in archery, bt i believe tat sometink will come out of me ah!!! i dun bother bout wat u all tink lar... tat i am lousy, tat i am weak, tat i love to nag... THIS IS ME!!!!! i dun bother if u all will hate me... gd frenx are suppose to like me in wat i am!!!! i will prove u all wrong okie!!!

P.s >> i tink i will get either new 26 or 28 limbs ah... hope i can pull 28, then get tat, hee... aniwai thx rasmi for trainin wif me todae... :>

FOURD: moi face gt pimple... omg!!! lol... time to pull mask le ah!!! toner n moist!!!!!!! mux be hardwrkin in doin them le ah... lol, this one nt realli consider i guess :P

FIFTH: AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where did moi A go lar!!!!!!!!!!!!! bt i gt all ard B lar... nt bad le also i guess, gt 3.1 gpa... haha, aniwai, i wan go NTU!!!! studi together wif rasmi, zakir n guan zhao... i wanna get moi car!!!!!!!! wanna get moi metal bow!!!!!!11 bt first i mux gt moi drivin lincense i guess... tink i since i goin jobless, i shall go learn first ah, hee :>

okie... i feel much better aft bloggin ah... hee, time to go do mask, do moi nite exercise!! aniwai e oni happi tink, i lose 2 kg wor, hee... gamatte ah!!!!!! nite nite then

Posted by rence rence at 12:17 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Life is so unpredicatable man... steve had been handling wif all e dangerous creatures in the world n nothing happen yet he is killed by a sting ray man... who wld hav expected it sia... it is realli veri sadx... he had contribute alot to the animal world and save alot of them, everyone in the world neo him as e croc hunter at least... no one can replace him bt at least it was a instant death, one w/o much pain n torture ah... lets hope he rest in peace and his wife n children will be able to cope wif this ah... this is so sadx... may god bless them ah...


competition finalli finish on sun... it was a fuck up one lor... everytink was nt properly done ah... i din shoot well, comp stress again... din aim long and i shoot le... haix, oni reliease when they told me n was abit too late... hanwei was realli sick ah, hope he is fine ah, n recoverin well ah... rasmi shoot thru e whole comp lar... w/o rest ah, bt i am pround of her!!! she won so mani tinks!!! nice one!!!!! haix... had realli bad sun burns esp. at moi lips ah, it is realli pain ah!!! i cried again when i saw i was e worst in e team ah!! haix, i pull dwn them lor... i will realli hav to strive realli hard nxt time nt to let such tink happen ah!!! time to use clicker and i might buy arrow frm sara if she wanna sell hers ah... at least i save some amount of money ah... there might be a chance moi team might win a bronze ah... lets jux hope lar, bt dunno hav also nvm ah, we still gt alot of chance, hee...

P.S >> sorri to whoever i shouted or affected on e comp dae ah... nt in e rite state ah... sorri guys... n sorri to moi bow ah...

i been like chiongin wrk nw lar, realli tired ah... full dae yest sia... bt lookin forward to pay dae wif alot of $$$$$$$$$, haha... then i can go do moi hair ah, hehex... lata hav da wrk again ah, hav da give e celebration a miss ah... so sadx... bt realli lookin forward to sat movie... weeeee... tk care guys n hav fun durin ur holi ah!!!

P.S >> happi bdae to emy!! ben!! n andrea!!! sorri to miss u all e celebration ah... hav fun!!!

Posted by rence rence at 1:23 PM