Sunday, September 24, 2006
its been so long i nv blog again, haha... pretty lazy to come online ah, cox wkdae busy wif wrk n wkend busy wif trainin... bt will blog often when sch reopen ah, which is soon... i haven get to c moi timetable when all moi fren's one are out le... hope to finish everytink in one sem ah, bt pretty impossible ah and i will miss trainin wif nparchery ah...
aniwai, i had trainin on both the wkends this wk ah... was a smooth goin one ah... i found moi form n is consitant in it ah!! i overhit the 200 mark ah!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!! n it is 235 wor... i hope to maintain it, maybe hit 250 ah, hee... i shall not be too happy wif this n train realli hard ah!! bt at least i contented tat at least moi hard wrk are startin to pay off ah... i heard frm rasmi tat andrea use to also improve out of a sudden ah... i realli wish to be like her ah... i neo pp dun tink tat i will excel, they always hav a mindset tat the top girl archer (rasmi, huizhen n emy), i do no nd pp to approve of me bt i neo i be able to make it... rasmi told me todae sayin tat if they had sent np10 (moi team) to the open too, we would hav won third in team event. It is okie ah, i din shot well for tat comp, it is a fact, i do not blame anione, the nxt one i will one a indvidual award! To bring honour to moiself, to moi parents and to moi frenx tat support me!! thx :> i tink i realli change alot ah, frm the florence who use to complain this n blame this, blame tat to now, i know tat it is up to me for moi bow to perform. Like wat coach jaffa said: A good set of bow which is used by someone wif no skill = nothing. A lousy set of bow which is used by someone with skill = perform. so wif 23 pound do not mean i cannt shoot well for 30m. hehex, aniwai this wk veri happenin ah, rasmi finalli brought kfc for coach jaffa ah... so cute lor :P... aniwai i realli appericate coach george, jaffa n lc, i realli learn alot from flaming arrow ah, wonder hw will i be shootin if i am still wif lim har... hmmmm... THX guys for ur coachin!
Goals for archery:
- Consistent!!!!!! veri impt ah...
- be among the top girl archer (realli c rasmi, huizhen n emy as moi goal!)
- pull moi 28 pound limb at ease ah
- win a medal at the next comp! hee
was readin andrea blog, she was sayin of her preparin goin to oversea so studies and i start to tink of moi future. i realli want to study in NTU wif rasmi, and shoot in archer wif her. But i tink tat i had started moi hardwrk too late, moi gpa shld not be enough ah plus i retend. haix, bt parents haven neo bout it, i feel realli shameful, i always wanted bring honour to them, be someone tat they will be pround off, bt i tink i failed realli bad in doin tat din i? they put all their hope on me bt i break all of it ah... moi daddy even want to buy me a car and a metal bow if i mange to get into NTU but i tink i lost the match. i regret in not seein the point earlier tat they spent all their time and money on me but i cant be able to give them anytink bck in return. i feel realli lousy todae ah. guess i will hav to spent abit more of their money n go oversea n study ah, i really wan to get a degree and earn alot of $$ nxt time to be able to give them a good life ah. But i will miss everytink in Singapore ah, miss moi parents, moi frenx and everi single tink! hav to make do wif wat i hav ah, start studyin hard! wrkin hard (save $$ to lessen their burden if goin oversea)!! train hard (bring a medal hm for them)!! Jia you ah!!
Posted by rence rence at 11:26 PM